Crazy .

I hate when one minute I'm perfectly fine, live, eveythin all hunky dory and the next I'm stressed out, on the verge of crying, & depressed . I hate feeling & being like this . half the time i dont know what the hell my problem is but this time i know
its a boy [funny thing is im gay] but i like him alot and i aint even know him a week . i feel like we've known each other forever & all i wanna do is be w. him; i think about him as soon as i wake up & go to sleep . if i could dream he'd be in it too
to be completely honest, it scares the shit outta me . i never feel like this & i just dont know how to act . i feel crazy [*high guy thought: maybe this is what beyonce was talkin about in her "crazy in love"] like mann forreal i just dont know . im confused . i kinda wish he knew but im glad he doesnt, he may take advantage of it. even though he dont seen like it... they never do.









smh . im gonna go blow o_O