mr. 2O09

finally this shitty ass year is almost over . I had a lot of ups and downs . made and lost associates . but best of all I qotta new (black& sexy ass) president .
two new bffl :) . qot my sklx . left ne only to find out I love it dere and h8 nova !
qot in trouble like every two days over bullshit . the twliqht saqa ended :'( .
and qot the best christmas ever a puppy !
my no name puppy ! :]]

`& the best `08 qift [jayden)
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new years resolutions:
1. stay focused w. school
2. do me; fuck everyone else
3. keep a low profile
4. appreciate everythinq
5. stay rude and cocky
6. stop explaninq myself . if you dont qet me the first time you aint ever qonna qet me !
7. cut down needyness .
8. collect more haters like I collect 200 in monopoly :)

iqnorance is bliss

one day ima stop shootinq myself in the foot . I'll finally qet it throuqh my thick ass skull that he dont want me and never will no matter how much I want him to . we're nothinq but friends and unfortunatly for me that's all we're ever qonna be . one day I'll stop but today's not that day . if iqnorance is bliss then ima be happy forever .

all on his dick

Kanye Omari West is the best muthafuckin rapper ever . I never really was able to understand why everyone was all on kanye dick . if you dont have his cd (not limewire or burned) you never will understand . I qot 808s & heartbreak for christmas and the shits fuckinq awesome . hiqhly recommended (4 1/2 stars from me) . idk what the fuck other people was talkin about when they was like "oh kanye coulda did better; this album sucks; stick to rappin cuz sinqin aint it" . bullshit ! my dude did his thinq on this one . dey just hatin cuz they too pussy to venture out and try somethinq new . even w/o a haircut kanye still amazinq .

unhappy.

I don't like who I've become . im not like some kinda monster or pervert or anythinq . its the fact that I am the epitome of a jit . and it really sucks donkey dick especially when you don't wanna be that way anymore . I've been actinq the same aqe for what seem like forever . I haven't qrown out of my middle school aqe I quess . I still play around too much, qet mad at dumb shit and have the nerve to hold a qrudqe w. it, etc. I hate petty qames but that's all im about . I even dress like a jit . Im not sayinq I wanna have a sleepinq beauty effect qo to sleep and wake up w. a 21 year old mind set . im 16 ½ im supposed to be a jit sometime but my sometimes never ends . I fuck up ALL the time over dumb shit and wtf I still qet qrounded I mean what the hell ?! while I just stand on the other side of this fiber qlass wall and watch, envy, and yearn to be like my old friends . I wanna be able to live! I wanna qet out the house and have fun, just vibe and stop beinq misunderstandably flaw . but some how I brouqht all this on myself and no one can fix it or help me fix it . just me by myself althouqh, that's finna be impossible w. no trust from anyone . now tell me aqain why I can't be depressed and suicidal . .

intentions

if a robber had intentions on robbinq a store but didn't, should the robber be punished for intentions ? he came in the lil chain man store w. the qun . took a deep breath in & out . proceeded to draw the qun but couldn't do it . he punk'd out . he just took a candy bar paid for it and left . how could you punish something like that ? locked up for a 18 months? take finqer prints for a just in case thinq?