*$_ContentlySimplyBrianna! :)

Im finally out of that rut and moved into I dont qive a fuck. Im content w. my life I have all the law & order, qossip qrl, weezy, and kanye anyone could ever ask for . qoin out of state for a full stress free week. I dont need a dude in my life; althouqh havinq one would be nice. buh for now my dude is currently dead and travelinq the world. last name jackson, franklin, and yes lincolin. and if a bitch waan try me everyday is a qood day cuz I'd loved ta ____ you fill in the blank ;)
ttyl cu when icu.

*$_ContentlySimplyBrianna! :)

:)

life is lookinq up ! i finally qettin out the house . I partied and sweated my stresses away . I still wanna kill myself buh just for the fun of it now . Im still tryna leave this lame ass sckool and its workinq :)

its like they were talkinq ta me

*damn I look qood and can't nobody freak like I could yeh ok I qot a little fat buh my shorty tell me he like it like that .

*im fresh dressed like a million bucks qot the louis v qoqqles emilio pumps w. the qucci bra 36c cup both middle finqers up cuz I don qive 2 fucks and im fresh!
_&*remy ma.

*want a description? her body's sickeninq I can be her prescription I can be her physician, sexual healinq .
_&*weezy f. babyy

I

I tend to be sinqle minded to thee point of recklessness

I want sex, sincerity, and searinq intelliqence

and just fiqured out im addicted to pain .
the exquisite pain of lovinq someone detainable of love .

just one of dem days .

some people take my kindness fa weakness .
weak I am not .
compassionate I do try ta be .
I always be on point like a number 2 pencil
so don't try me .
rite now im at that endinq point .
it says "Welcome ta Hell"


[btw]
just cuz yu know my name don't mean yu know me .
just cuz yu see me don't mean yu feel my emotions .
so next time yu qet the urqe ta come approach me abt my shit; don't!
unless I ask fa yur help or opinion
just leave me alone

my life isnt hard. I dont have to prostitute to eat . I've never been shot at, never lost anyone close to me from a bullet or qanq violence, or have any domestic abuse qoin on . so what's wronq w. me ? why am I so depressed all the time ? maybe the problem is I have no problem . my life is ridiculously borinq ! there's absolutely no excitment or anythinq . if I died rite now no one would remember me past the 7th day or have anythinq to say abt me I've never done anythinq qreat or amazinq . I cry at a minimum of 3 times a week, qet a miqraine twice, and stay depressed 24/7 . sometimes I honestly wish I could just die to let the pain subside and reside here on earth to be a burden for others while I qo to Heaven or Hell . worst thinq my mom is more clueless than Billy from Billy and Mandy . or she just doesnt care . I feel like im locked up in some luxury prison . Im beinq treated less than my aqe and dont know why . I hate the fact that my mom is so carinq ! I really do envy people my aqe who have what I want . nevermind, the fact if they realize it or not . fuck ! I hate her ! and myself . damn I wanna die . . . I wanna die . I wanna die . I wanna die . I wanna die . I wanna die . I wanna die . I wanna die . fuck.

nvr aqain.

I started lettin him pick at the bricks I built ta surround my heart . nvr aqain will I make that mistake . ima just do me until I Lord decides my wrk here on earth is done and its time fa me ta come on home . nvr will I say that 8 letter phrase, those 3 little words that have 1 huqe meaninq . unless its my family . and we aint family til I qetta micro pave diamond cut rinq permanently attached ta my left rinq finqer . don qet me wronq I aint sayin im not capable of love or I refuse to allow myself to be loved . buh then aqain that's what that wall is for so maybe I am . all I know rite now is I don love a damn person except me and my family . keep this thouqht from me ta yu inqraved in yur mind:

fuck you.

bascially it better look like this or better