Content.

Im so content with my life ! I got rid of A LOT of useless perople out of my life and I couldn't feel any better . I just stay so gone & ducked off they rarely see me and omg I love it ! But everytime I accidently run into one of them, they always say the same thing; every last one of em: "danggg, why I dont see you no more ?! where you been at ?"
(like they really care) so I give them the typical response "oh i've been around, you just aint seen me"

or

"whats wrong ? I never see you anymore & when I do your always so sad & depressed looking; like you're dead" .. psh! again like I said 'LIKE THEY ACTUALLY CARE! HA!'

Gosh I couldn't love this solitude anymore. :)

--You become a habit, The more I consume, the more I gotta have it.


--Shawty is a Sidekick, She used to have a man, I used to have a side chick, Shawty got wind I had to blow the chick off, Got rid of him they both took the sh-t hard, Shawty play the piano me I play the white keys, Shawty from the south, oh, I think she like me, Shawty like Pac, me Big Poppa, Screaming hit em up, I'm screaming who shot ya, I'm on that red wine, shawty like white, Same sh-t different toilet, We both getting nice, Me I'm from the apple which means I'm the Mac, She's a PC, she lives in my lap.


--The gangsta in me brings out the bitch in you.


--The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. I you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words.


--If you don't understand my silence, how can you understand my words...

--I Love College Getting Brain In The Library Cause I Love Knowledge
When You Used Your Medulla Oblongata And Give Me Scoliosis Until I Comatosest
And Do While I'm Sleep, Yeah A Lil Osmosis And That's My Commandment, You Ain't Gotta Ask Moses

My Thoughts

Just Some Personal Random Thoughts ..

The Usual .

Females Need To Get Smart !

A Closed Mouth Doesn't Get Fed Nasty Food.

how does a fish get caught ? -ShUt UP.

down & out

I feel like a flame dancing in the rain
ducking & dodging each drop of water
determined not to be put down & out
the issues of my teenage life surrounding me
trying, trying so hard to put me down & out
but I wont let it; I wont THEM
Im strong; too quick and swift
I can do this
you wont; I cant let you put me down & out

love is a phase .
everyone will get over it sometime .

Don't try to understand it .

1+1=none
Should I leave the one I love for the one I like ?
Maybe I'll learn to love him ...

Quicker Than An Eye Twitch;
Faster Than A Crack Addict's Heartbeat;
I Can Drop You Out Of My Life .

And I Dont Have Time For Hate So I
Just Act Like You Were Never There
And Dont EVER Think You Can Come Back In .

lost .

idk what I wanna do w. my life . im so accustomed to the high school lifestyle its all I know . don't really need to do much except do my work and make good grades . everything else was extra . I did a little bit of this and some of that but nothing serious . idk my passion . I thought I did but I didn't really think it thru . I just found something that I was kinda good at . for an amature anyway . but now that I think abt it . . it just aint me . im so lost . this is my last yr of high school and I feel as clueless as a 6th grader . I wanna do something I love but idk what that is . I love to dance but could I really make a living & retire from that . . ? im good at web design but do I really wanna do it for a living & retire from it . . ?

confused .

he's wonderful, amazing even and so is our relationship . however, I could ask for more .. but I don't think I will . at least not to him verbally anyway . I said my piece once and once is enough . he doesn't have a job; no phone; no car; not in school; not planned on doin anything except hanging around the hood . and he's 19!!! which I can't handle . I know our relationship won't last . we're just not on the same caliber and it sucks like Latoya Jackson . but I did met someone who met my criteria to a tee . red w. dreads nice body & has something going on for himself . he's almost perfect . now I gotta find his flaw ..

MJB

She's been down and out
She's been wrote about
She's been talked about constantly
She's been up and down
She's been pushed around
But they held her down, NYC
She has no regrets
She accepts the past
All these things they
Helped make to make she
She's been lost and found
And she's still around
Now she's older now
Yes, she's wiser now
Can't disguise her now
She don't need no one tellin her what to do
And say no one tellin her who to be
She's on solid ground
She's been lost and found
Now, she answers to G-O-D
And she's confident this is not the end
Ask me how I know
Cause she is me .
There's a reason for everything

about me . .

ipray to God abt everythinq
iwish that i was happy
ilove God myself weezy &+ money
idont discriminate
ihate everyone
iwant peace &+ fa everyone to recycle
iqet money
idream of jeanie
iwill be successful happy and rich !
iam brianna .

untitled

its looks like its about to storm for hours .
the sky is a beautiful eerie dark qray
he walks me to my door step hand in hand enjoyinq the silence .
I turn to face him .
we look at each and smile .
he whispers sweet nothinqs to me; I qiqqle silently .
before I know it our lips meet & part toqether .
our warm moist tonques caress each other .
it felt like a tinqlinq sensation of hot passionate love explodinq between us that everyone could feel .
eventually we made up to my bedroom
we didn't have sex
we didn't fuck
we made love
til it made my heart hurt .
in the best way I couldn't even imaqine .
I heard waves & thunder crashinq all at the same time
I knew from that moment on sex would never be the same .
then I woke up .
and quietly cried .