love is a phase .
everyone will get over it sometime .

Don't try to understand it .

1+1=none
Should I leave the one I love for the one I like ?
Maybe I'll learn to love him ...

Quicker Than An Eye Twitch;
Faster Than A Crack Addict's Heartbeat;
I Can Drop You Out Of My Life .

And I Dont Have Time For Hate So I
Just Act Like You Were Never There
And Dont EVER Think You Can Come Back In .

lost .

idk what I wanna do w. my life . im so accustomed to the high school lifestyle its all I know . don't really need to do much except do my work and make good grades . everything else was extra . I did a little bit of this and some of that but nothing serious . idk my passion . I thought I did but I didn't really think it thru . I just found something that I was kinda good at . for an amature anyway . but now that I think abt it . . it just aint me . im so lost . this is my last yr of high school and I feel as clueless as a 6th grader . I wanna do something I love but idk what that is . I love to dance but could I really make a living & retire from that . . ? im good at web design but do I really wanna do it for a living & retire from it . . ?

confused .

he's wonderful, amazing even and so is our relationship . however, I could ask for more .. but I don't think I will . at least not to him verbally anyway . I said my piece once and once is enough . he doesn't have a job; no phone; no car; not in school; not planned on doin anything except hanging around the hood . and he's 19!!! which I can't handle . I know our relationship won't last . we're just not on the same caliber and it sucks like Latoya Jackson . but I did met someone who met my criteria to a tee . red w. dreads nice body & has something going on for himself . he's almost perfect . now I gotta find his flaw ..

MJB

She's been down and out
She's been wrote about
She's been talked about constantly
She's been up and down
She's been pushed around
But they held her down, NYC
She has no regrets
She accepts the past
All these things they
Helped make to make she
She's been lost and found
And she's still around
Now she's older now
Yes, she's wiser now
Can't disguise her now
She don't need no one tellin her what to do
And say no one tellin her who to be
She's on solid ground
She's been lost and found
Now, she answers to G-O-D
And she's confident this is not the end
Ask me how I know
Cause she is me .
There's a reason for everything