12.27.2010
scream everything
AHHHH FUCK VERNON TYRONE "CHABO" BURROUGHS !!!! BITCH ASS FUCK ASS NIGGA . THIS NIGGA RIGHT HERE IS THE MAIN REASON I DELETED MY FACEBOOK & JUST SAID FUCK NIGGAS ALTOGETHER SMH , STUPID ASS LIL DICK ASS BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!
12.26.2010
My Christmas
every year i go to gainesville/hawthorne, fl for christmas . usually its crazy w. my country bouggie ass . always gettin belligerently drunk and what not, its ridiculous but i love em . although, this year was different.. no drunken family members or anything . i loved it ! :)
12.25.2010
12.23.2010
Saying Good-Bye Is Always The Hardest Thing To Do...
i hate niggas that lie . they want you to be completely and totoally honest w. them at all time but everyone know they cant handle that type of information, esp from me. or my favorite line of all time (after a break up) they feel like we could be "besties" and they wanna call you they best friend knowing its a damn lie, talkin bout "oh you know you my baby you can talk to me about anything"..
NIGGA FUCK YOU..!!!!!
dont you dare step to my face, get in my inbox, call my phone and waste my life mintues w. some fuckery like that . we both know thats straight B U L L S H I T ! and just know i could never respect you or take you seriously after you step to me w. some fuckery bullshit like that because B dont play that . but since you wanna know the truth oh so bad, "bestie" here it is:
I loved you, I never thought I'd see the day where we wouldn't be close, in love, or anything of that nature . Even though I spent only 3 months w. you I could honestly say I've never been happier . it was like you completed me but now its like you lied to me cuz ur w. her, I mean dont get me wrong I'm completely and whole-heartedly happy for you, like ginuinely happy from the bottom of my heart . but if you only knew how bad that happiness hurt . its kills me to see you w. another person, everytime I think of you I think of the moments we spent together . like when we went to see inception and we thought the shit was finna suck from like the opening credits or afterwards when we went to the beach, when we just sat on my porch and vibed looking at the stars, at the bank when you had to get ur credit straight or whatever and the dude thought i was ur jit lmao, or even when i pissed you off memorial day weekend on south beach. or how about this, even before I ever met you when you still at school and we was just talkin I personally made you a birthday card & gave you $$$ and sent it to you. I could go on forever butttt.. I wont! I loved every moment but now its like none of that ever happened . its like you replaced me w. her & everytime i get on facebook and i see "i love you" its like a stab in the heart and just confirms how i feel . Aug 9, 2010 was the day you went back to school and the first time i cried my eyes out because of you. I cried when you stopped calling me, when you told me you found someone else, when you used me to pay ur bill to talk to her (fuckery btw), when I saw again for the first time in months. but for what ? crying aint do shit but make my lashes come off . its hard tryna get over you but I'm doing it. I wish we could be friends but it hurts too much to see you w. someone else so just know I will always love you, be happy for you, and hope for the best (whether we keep in touch or not)...
dont you dare step to my face, get in my inbox, call my phone and waste my life mintues w. some fuckery like that . we both know thats straight B U L L S H I T ! and just know i could never respect you or take you seriously after you step to me w. some fuckery bullshit like that because B dont play that . but since you wanna know the truth oh so bad, "bestie" here it is:
I loved you, I never thought I'd see the day where we wouldn't be close, in love, or anything of that nature . Even though I spent only 3 months w. you I could honestly say I've never been happier . it was like you completed me but now its like you lied to me cuz ur w. her, I mean dont get me wrong I'm completely and whole-heartedly happy for you, like ginuinely happy from the bottom of my heart . but if you only knew how bad that happiness hurt . its kills me to see you w. another person, everytime I think of you I think of the moments we spent together . like when we went to see inception and we thought the shit was finna suck from like the opening credits or afterwards when we went to the beach, when we just sat on my porch and vibed looking at the stars, at the bank when you had to get ur credit straight or whatever and the dude thought i was ur jit lmao, or even when i pissed you off memorial day weekend on south beach. or how about this, even before I ever met you when you still at school and we was just talkin I personally made you a birthday card & gave you $$$ and sent it to you. I could go on forever butttt.. I wont! I loved every moment but now its like none of that ever happened . its like you replaced me w. her & everytime i get on facebook and i see "i love you" its like a stab in the heart and just confirms how i feel . Aug 9, 2010 was the day you went back to school and the first time i cried my eyes out because of you. I cried when you stopped calling me, when you told me you found someone else, when you used me to pay ur bill to talk to her (fuckery btw), when I saw again for the first time in months. but for what ? crying aint do shit but make my lashes come off . its hard tryna get over you but I'm doing it. I wish we could be friends but it hurts too much to see you w. someone else so just know I will always love you, be happy for you, and hope for the best (whether we keep in touch or not)...
12.13.2010
Resolutions
-more piercings & tattoos
-no sex [unless w. bf or gf]
-better grades in school
-max 3 bfs
-job all year ($$$$$]
-cut back on shopping
-get a thea.. fuck it, nvm
-stop being so friendly (dont need no more of them fuckers]
-quit everyone w. the fuckery
-treat my mom to a vacation in the summer
_*make me happy.
-no sex [unless w. bf or gf]
-better grades in school
-max 3 bfs
-job all year ($$$$$]
-cut back on shopping
-get a thea.. fuck it, nvm
-stop being so friendly (dont need no more of them fuckers]
-quit everyone w. the fuckery
-treat my mom to a vacation in the summer
_*make me happy.
[spongebob voice] Im ready . Depression .
So today grades was due & i failed everything . even more depressing i wasn't even knocked up then & now im havin Money or Aaliyah idkk how the F this is gon work . all i wanna do is cry & i cant even do that cuz i got my lashes done !
plus this duck ass nigga got me stressin & feenin fa blunt and shit . smh finna make me blow somebody & drop out :"(
[the future]
plus this duck ass nigga got me stressin & feenin fa blunt and shit . smh finna make me blow somebody & drop out :"(
[the future]
12.08.2010
Im Too Excited .
Ugh . Im so ready to just get gone ! Im sooo fed up w. tally & everyone in it . Im ready fa the fast lane again, the real niggas & super thick bitches, & lets not forget the fye ass Mary Jane !
Home Here I Come<3
[However:: I will miss my cookie, Corey. I <333 him alot*]
12.02.2010
Crazy .
I hate when one minute I'm perfectly fine, live, eveythin all hunky dory and the next I'm stressed out, on the verge of crying, & depressed . I hate feeling & being like this . half the time i dont know what the hell my problem is but this time i know
its a boy [funny thing is im gay] but i like him alot and i aint even know him a week . i feel like we've known each other forever & all i wanna do is be w. him; i think about him as soon as i wake up & go to sleep . if i could dream he'd be in it too
to be completely honest, it scares the shit outta me . i never feel like this & i just dont know how to act . i feel crazy [*high guy thought: maybe this is what beyonce was talkin about in her "crazy in love"] like mann forreal i just dont know . im confused . i kinda wish he knew but im glad he doesnt, he may take advantage of it. even though he dont seen like it... they never do.
smh . im gonna go blow o_O
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