confused .

he's wonderful, amazing even and so is our relationship . however, I could ask for more .. but I don't think I will . at least not to him verbally anyway . I said my piece once and once is enough . he doesn't have a job; no phone; no car; not in school; not planned on doin anything except hanging around the hood . and he's 19!!! which I can't handle . I know our relationship won't last . we're just not on the same caliber and it sucks like Latoya Jackson . but I did met someone who met my criteria to a tee . red w. dreads nice body & has something going on for himself . he's almost perfect . now I gotta find his flaw ..