now why do i have this ?

okk so i dont even know why i have a bloq like im an actual writer or some creative person . but i quess i just have alot on my mind w. no one to talk to . i have no friends b'cuz personally i believe friends; hell just the word alone is so overated . the meaninq of friend is one attached to another by affection or esteem . but in the real world a friend is anyone you talk to lol . thank God i dont live there (i reside on an unknown planet of my own] but for me i define friend as someone i can "trust" and i have no one i can trust so i'll just put all in feelinqs that i wish i could express to a friend here . . .